| Mary and me were both fucked by god |
[08 Nov 2003|02:27am] |
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this halloween was one of the best yet. The Salem was pretty cool but everyone seemed a bit fustrated from the trip. We got lost a few times. thanks again Mapquest. anyway the best part about Salem was theses religious fanatics holding signs about Jeasus people gatherd around them to aurgue with them. it looked like so much fun so i went over and ended up saying a few words about how reiligon is one of the biggest causes of death and suffering and i referd to god as "an invisable man" and the crowd seemed pretty pleased except for that one fanatic who was being bombarded with reason from the rest of the crowd anyway everyone wanted to leave early so we did. i ended up sleeping in Ian's car on the ride home but was awoken by Ian who was raceing some kid on Rt.6 he got pulled over but was given a huge break from the cop getting only a $50 ticket
anyway i got home at about 9 i was pretty bummed about being home so early on halloween but my brother Nate came to the house and asked me if i wanted to go to a party at Shane's. so i got ready and we stoped at the package store and i got a six pack of coronas and we went to Shane's. now iv ben the partys at Shane's befor but this was fucking huge! my brothers usual friends were there except Mikey who dident show up till about 1 anyway i was walking around drinking beer and jello shots and i made my way down to the basement and i saw a bunch of girls from my graduating class i dident pay much attention cuz iv never really ben a part of there click since JR high but they ended up recognizing me and were all like "hey! remember me?" it was pretty cool i ended up talking to them like we were old friends wich i honsatly dident expect from them. i ended up meeting alot of cool people to like this girl Beth i talked to awile about music mostly she wanted me to go to an Aretha Franklyn concert with her she told me to get her number from Nate but i havent seen him since that night.i also saw alot of people i havent seen since a long time like this girl Amanda who was Nate's girlfriend when i was like 8 years old. it was cool seeing her again. anyway it was a great time i got pretty drunk and i got stoned with this guy who go's to my dads collage anyway things got out of hand at about 4 there were guys threr doing coke and one of them this 25 year old kid named Joel who is about 2 feet taller then me starded fucking with me calling me a cunt and saying he was going to kick my ass so i go and tell Nate whats going on and this guy Ray was there he heard me tell my brother what was going on and ray was like "dont worry ill take care of it" he gos into the house were joel was and basically told him about how im Nates 18 year old brother and that if he wanted a fight to do it with him so Joel who was obviosly shit-faced says "o ya im gonna go kick his ass right now" as he headed out the front door and ray takes him and throws him down the porch stairs everyone started yelling for him to get the fuck out as they walked him out he came at me again but was stoped by a big group and then they practically carried him out. my brother was pretty pissed about what had happend and Ray told me not to worry about shit like that he said and he and the other guys were saying how they whould "throw down" for me anytime wether im right or wrong. one of the guys was a bouncer for some 21 club in Provedence he said he could get me in if i whould dress decent which i hope i can do this thursday anyway dispite that unpleasentness halloween was great! anyway lately iv just ben working my ass off and studying for management training. Erica amd i have ben together for a month today and things are still going good. anyway i should sleep now iv gota change my oil befor work tommaro
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| its morning but last nights on my mind,theres something i need to get off my chest |
[03 Oct 2003|04:53am] |
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Well wensday was quite the fucking adventre all right. I guees i should start with this girl named Erica. she works at Pauls burger king and him and Allie thought it whould be a nice idear if we hooked up. aparently were already going out right now from what i hear but i dont remember one of us asking the other out. but that has nothing to do with my story. anyway i had made plans with Erica to see her on wensday after i got off work at 4. i called her after i got home and we decided to meet at the mall. she arived there shortly after i did and we walked around talking. we soon got sick of the mall and she sugested going to my house to watch a movie. so we did i drove her to my house and we went up to my room and decided to watch John Carpenters "The Thing" i put it on but we dident realy pay atention to the movie. anyway she told she had to be back by 8:30 and it was about that time. she dident want to leave but i told her i dident want her to get in trouble. anyway first we went to her work so she chould get her time for this week. after that i began to bring her to her car wich was still at the mall. heres were shit got interesting erica's parents were waiting there they aproched my car and her dad began screeming at me asking me who i was and whatnot and they said she was soupposed to be home at 5:30. Erica got pretty upset and she ran into the mall her parents began to follow her but then i guees they decided to just wait by her car for her. i waited as well her mom came back over to my car and i explained the sitiation she seemed understanding enogh. by this time the mall was closeing i saw Mrs.Pirce and Shanon going to there car i asked them if they saw her but they dident anyway her mom told me she might have walked home so thats were they went. after they left i drove around the mall and checked if she went to wal mart after that i went to her work and talked to this girl named April about what happend anyway noone at her work saw her so i decided to go home after i got there i called her house her dad answerd and i asked if they found her and he told me they dident. i was very worried so i rushed out the door and drove back to the mall. Erica's car was still there and so was her mothers she seemed very upset i told her i was going to check at her work agian and whould be right back but first i checked to see if she went to friendlys then i went to her work. april told me they dident see her and that her boss Sandy even went out looking for her.so i went back to the mall parking lot and told her mom she wasent there then she asked me if i whould wait by her car while she drove around and looked for her and i said yes. i waited for sometime and she came back without finding her. Ericas mom got her cell phone which she left in her car and called some of her friends. andy was the first person she called and he said that he dident see her. at this point her mom was in tears i apolagized for starting all this but she told me not to blame myself. her mom decided to go to the police and once again i was alone by her car i was shakeing uncontrolably i dont know if it wasent just cuz i was cold or not i probly should have sat in my car but i had to get up and pace back and forth after what seemed like hours Sandy and April showed up and told me that a night watchmen at the bank said they saw a girl walking up toward andys house they left to go look some more and i was alone agin soon after a cop showed and started asking qustions i told him what sandy had told me and he left in that direction onec again i was alone paceing in the parking lot chainsmokeing her mom showed up again and she was a wreak at this point i told her what Sandy said and asked her i they lived around there but she said know after this i was almost positive that she went to andys i dident care how late it was i asked her mom if i chould try to call andy so i did andy picked up and i asked him if he saw her sure enogh she was there the whole time and i talked to her telling her she should go home and how much her mom was worried. as i was talking to her sandy and April showed up her mom was so happy she started crying again and and she gave me a hug and thanked me for finding her daughter the cops found out were she was and picked her up her mom already left and me sandy and April stayed and talked for a littel bit i told them how her father scared the shit out of me anyway the cop drove up to us and Erica was in the back seat he told us that he was gonna bring her home. poor erica looked so sad. when i talked to her on the phone she asked me if i was mad i told her i wasent even thogh i was kinda upset that she lied even though it was just so she chould spend more time with me anyway as you probly gueesed erica is in trouble i went to her work today and she told me her car got taken away and she dosent know how long shell be punished. anyway trying to be optimistic i think this situation might have still put me in good with her parents (her mom anyway) so anyway i did have a good time with her up untill the part were her dad started yelling but who knows when i will see her again. now tell me thats not a fucking story and a half
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| a dandy dream what meens to die |
[14 Sep 2003|11:14pm] |
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i came up with a theory it came to me while rereading the Tom Savini book at work today(it was that dead) and i noticed how he used the words "fome latex" and "rubberlatex" as if they were synonamis so that got me thinking about how this book was writein sometime in the eary 70's so mabey the rubber latex i have is just a more advanced soulution and i think i can make it foam though a prosses called "beating up to volume" useing a convetional mixer im gonna try to mix the latex on high and if this works the latex should expand if it doubels in size thats 2 volumes and if its 3 its 3 and so on anyway the higher the volume means the softer the latex if this works and im abel to change the consttancy to make a soft foam like latex then i can create bite wounds,iveserations and so on and still make a dence rubber latex for masks i hope this works. of coures iv already thought up some senarios that whould make my theory improbabel all i need is a mixer to find out
speeking of the Tom Savini book it was due back on the 11th and i dont want to lose it so im gonna go back to my school and sweet talk the techers into letting me use the copy a few hundred times im sure i can cause the love me anyway just thought id type out this theiory to see if it still made sence afterword i think its worth a shot
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[12 Sep 2003|10:56pm] |
You are an Evil Dead Zombie. The spirits of the
dead took over your body in a lonely cabin, and
now it's your job to kick some Ash ass. Sadly,
while you'll succeed in beating the bejeezus
out of Ash repeatedly, he will ultimately wipe
you from existence. You can only be killed by
bodily dismemberment.
What kind of Zombie are you?
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| molding of synthedic subject #1, results: unsaticfactory |
[12 Sep 2003|10:14pm] |
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iv seperated my negative cast mold from my positive plaster mold. the cast was crooked so of course so is the mold but im gonna work with it anyway. the 2 molds took some effort to break appart. perhaps i should use more seperateing agent next time. i used my moms littel nail sander to shape more defenition in the eyes and mouth (althogh i think i did more harm to the lips than good)anyway im gonna add thick coats of polycrylic so the mold is smooth then i can practice with the rubber latex and begin to shape a mask and maybe try to add distortions useing silly puddy (silly putty seems to be the best bet in my own opinion cuz i can still shape it even after the finall coats have ben added) so i guess i need more work at the casting part but ill keep at it but what i really need is a better subject to work on (nothing liveing just yet)
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| a great big wrath of infinate math |
[12 Sep 2003|02:35am] |
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man what a week iv never worked so much hours at BK ever. i racked up over 36 hours and im kinda glad.i need it money for one thing and its good to keep busy. anyway iv made it clear to my boss that i wanna go in for management training. she said i might have to wait for her to finish training some other kids. but this kid jon is about to go into the B.M.T courses and he dosent what to do it by himself so hes going to try to talk cheril into letting me go with him so thats good. i wanna become a part time shift superviser but i whouldent want to go as far as salary cuz then id probly end up doing alot of "voulenter work" as its called. o ya i started working the day on wensdays and i hate the old ladys there what a bunch of pains in the ass. anyway im still up to my mad experements. today i bought some plaster so now i can make a positive mold out of the negative i made. then i can work with the rubber latex. anyway we plan to shoot the first N.F.I. film sometime in december maybe sooner if we can gather the man power. alot of people what to help us but the hard part will be getting them together anyway all the special effects will be orcastrated by your truly iv already read the script and i can only find one scean that seems hard but iv already worked most of it out i still cant find any place that sells foam latex so hopefully i wont need it but im still looking. im getting my Jonny tatto soon i thought of a real good idear for a backround for what i have now but it will probly be expencive. i might go to X Body tommaro to talk to Tom (my tatto guy) about my idear and see what he has to say.anyway im sleepy and iv ben typeing too much so goodnight all!!!
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| quiz i stole from Allie |
[28 Aug 2003|09:07pm] |
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series 1 - you ]
-- Name : Joshua william Hathway
-- Birthday : 3/14/85
-- Birthplace : hospital?
-- Current Location : basement
-- Eye Color : light brown
-- Hair Color :brownish
-- Righty or Lefty : lefty
-- Zodiac Sign : the fish
-- Font : english???
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
-- Music :clasic rock,shock,hardcore,metal,old gangster rap etc.
-- Cartoon :simpsons,invader zim family guy
-- Color :black
-- Slushy Flavor :is blue a flavor??
-- Magazine :fangoria
-- TV Show :simpsons, one night stand
-- Song at the Moment:orgy-faces
-- Language : english and basic spanish and romanian
-- Spice Girl :mary jane!!! LOL
-- Food & Beverage :food=solids beverage=liquids
-- Subject in School :detention
-- Weekend Activity : work
-- Ice Cream Flavor : cookie dough
-- Roller Coaster : super man
[ series 3 - what is ]
-- Your most overused phrase on aol : who are you
-- The last thought you go to sleep with : its gonna be better tommaro
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex :eyes, smile
-- The Best Name for a Butler : mr.butler???
-- The wussiest sport : sencrinized swimming
-- Your best feature :my super dry hummor
-- Your bedtime:i ditest sleep
-- Your greatest fear : being alone
-- Your greatest accomplishment : staying alive
-- Your most missed memory : i dont live in the past
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
-- Pepsi or coke : coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King : depends what im looking for
-- Single or group dates : depends on the group
-- Adidas or Nike : adidas just cuz the korn song
-- Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers :poor chickens loseing both there fingers and there nuggets
-- Dogs or cats : cats
-- Rugrats or Doug : rugrats! doug is a bitch
-- Single or taken :single
-- Monica or Brandy : unless you meen brandy the drink neither
-- Tupac or Jay-Z : cant tell the differance
-- Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes : who??
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : lipton
-- One pillow or two :one but its usally on the floor when i wake up
-- Chocolate or vanilla :both
-- Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : cocoa i think?
-- Cappucino or coffee : cappucino
-- Boxers or briefs : boxers
[ series 5 - do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : most usualy
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : Nadia and the Ben and Jerrys girl
-- Do you think you've been in love? : i soupose
-- Want to go to college? : yes
-- Like high school? : not realy
-- Want to get married : dont know
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : what???
-- Believe in yourself? : who else will
-- Have any tattoos/where? : 3 on my back
-- Have any piercings/where? : not at the moment
-- Get motion sickness? : sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak? : (lights up ciggeret)sure!
-- Get along with your parents? : for the most part
-- Like thunderstorms? : yes so hypnotic
[ series 6 - the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married :???
-- Number and Names of Children :????
-- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : hopefully alive and well
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : pagan handfasting
-- How do you want to die? : id rather live forever
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? effects master
-- What country would you most like to visit? : many mostly Romania
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : crystal blue
-- Best hair color? : black or deep red
-- Short or long hair? :long
-- Best height? : no preferance
-- Best weight? : dont know but skinny
-- Best articles of clothing?: anything black shinny and showing
-- Best first date location? :all day concert perfely ozfest as to give you all day to learn about each other
-- Best first kiss location? : dosent matter
-- What facial feature do you find the most attractive? eyes and smile
[ series 8 - other ]
-- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? :long time i guess
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : when i get to it
-- What's on your mouse pad? : my mouse
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 3
-- How many schools have you gone to? : altoghter like 6
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : cant see my floor
-- If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take one thing
(not person) with you what would you take? : a cd player
-- What was the best time of your life so far? : sometime about 3 or 4 years ago
PAST
First grade teacher's name: mr.or mrs.something
Last word you said: bye (to allie)
Last song you sang: Orgy-gender
PRESENT
What's in your cd player? poison the well, synth mix manson,korn
What colour socks are you wearing? gray
What's under your bed? my cat Fluffy!!!
What time did you wake up at today?: noonish
FUTURE
Where do you want to go? Romania
What is your career going to be? independent film
Where are you going to live? everywere
How many kids do you want? none right now
NOW
Current mood: bored (why else whould i do this?)
Current music: Deadsy
Current taste: vanila coke
Current hair: on my head
Current clothes: pants and a crappy manson shirt
Current annoyance:the family
Current smell: um...air?
Current longing: knowledge
Current desktop picture: Nadia playing bass in a sexy blue dress
Current favourite artist: Jon davis
Current colour of toenail : i dont paint them
Current crush: nadia and ben and jerrys girl
Current time-wasting wish:?????
Current hate: lying fake people
current favorite article of clothing: sexy hellraiser jacket
last cd that you bought:KoRn did my time single
favorite place to be: around good people
time you wake up in the morning: ya like i wake up in the morning
if you could play any instrument, what would it be:id like to be a better bassist
do you believe in an afterlife? yes
how tall are you? 5'7?? something like that
current favourite word :nosferatu
favorite book(s): cather in the rye,grande illussions and poetry books
favorite season:fall not to hot or cold and the renewing of mother nature
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| Orgy kick (sounds dirty no??) |
[28 Aug 2003|04:52pm] |
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Did you think I'd play these games with you?
Did you think I couldn't help it?
I'm strong enough
I'm good enough
Step down step down, you're the big mistake
I'm losing all control and this is my face
From here on out you can always count on me
Count on me to be your enemy, count on me
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[28 Aug 2003|02:46am] |
YOU ARE JOHNNY!!!
You have a hard time giving yourself credit for
your good traits, and you're a psychotic.
Congratulations.
Which JTHM character are you?
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| "i lift you up like the sweetest angel,you tear me down like a whore"-Marilyn Manson |
[27 Aug 2003|12:10am] |
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its ben a long time since i updated boy do i have news. me and jess are over it seems she has ben cheating on me. i went to meet her at her work and so did this other guy he tried to pick a fight with me but i just left after i had realized what was going on. she dident even say a word anyway my first reaction was very strange i just felt a numbness but no pain anyway after a short walk in the woods i got to thinnking i dident want to be with her anyway i chouldent talk to her about anything i always saw her for what see is i always known that she was lieing to me but still i sought to be with her just cuz im so dame afraid of being alone so afraid that ill never do better than her but i know i can do better there has to be more out there thanks to people like jen i know that not everyone is full of shit just a large percentage of them anyway im only writeing this cuz im trying to get some sort emotion out and i thinnk i did i feel...happy!! never agian will i distort my judgement for the sake of being with someone, no more wondering,no more sacrifice and best of all NO MORE SHITTY MUSIC!!!! man who was i kidding our relationship sucked why did i give so much when i knew id get nothing back anyway i learned my lesson and ill probly never give it another thought
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| go Freddy!! |
[22 Aug 2003|04:40am] |
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One.. two.. Freddys coming for you! Congratz!
You're a horror ledgend! Your Nightmare On Elm
Street movies were a smash and not only do you
kill people but you basically can't be stopped
considering you kill your victims in their
sleep. You always have a witty remark before
you kill someone and you're easily remembered
by the claw you have on your hand! Good job,
truly my favorite horror character!
What 80's Horror Character Am I?
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| crappy poem |
[18 Aug 2003|05:23pm] |
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ONE WISH. ONE DAY
never with me for that long
once your hear your already gone
its so hard to say goodbye
probly cause i just said hi
thought that we whould have the day
then i hear you cannot stay
already time to go away
how i wish we had the day
i wish so hard to make it right
to be together day and night
one more kiss befor your flight
one more tear upon leaveing my sight
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| scratch the tears from my eyes |
[19 Jul 2003|01:52pm] |
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well its ben awile since i updated so i guess its about that time anyway iv ben working alot but still not enogh to really stay alive i really need a new job but i dont know were to apply i wish i chould go somewere were im appreciated but thats not likely anyway i got my tatto shaded in it looks really cool now and next im gonna try to think of a way to incorperate the whole thing as one with some kinnda backround and i wanna get my lip pirced but jess wont let me anyway nothing that great has ben happening lately ill have to get back to you when something cool happens
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| when all of your wishes are granted many of your dreams will be destroyed |
[06 Jul 2003|02:55pm] |
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i think im going to kill myself! not realy but im pulling the fucking hair out of my head trying to find my Jonny book i had it like a coupel of days ago cuz i was looking for a cool tatoo and now its gone and im about 2 seconds away from tearing the walls of my house down but my search did turn up my phone book wich was missing for like a month anyway my moms family is over for a cook out right now and the vacum for the pool just riped a pice of the lineing out hopefully my dad can patch it up so i can take a quick dip befor work o ya speeking of work i got to tell off a customer yesterday he was being a wicked dick cuz he had to wait more than 2 minets for his whopper jr he told me that i should stop "shooting the shit"and do my job and i just said "im sorry but your not the only costemer tonite" so i gave him his food (after sqwishing it)and he was still being a dick so i yelled "ok have a great night buddy" realy loud and he was all like "i know your boss you know" and then i told him that "i know my boss too" and he drove away i dident get in troubel cuz Jen was right there and she knew he was being a dick anyway im gonna go try to find NNY
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| boom boom burn burn |
[05 Jul 2003|01:55pm] |
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once again the aftermath of july 4th has left me stockpiled with some rather exotic "merchendice" anyway yesterday was pretty cool except poor jess was stuck working all night and when we visited her she looked so miserable i wish i chould have rescued her i also "obtained" a golf flag and we put it in her car so when i met up with her around 1:00am she dident seem to happy but i dont think she was mad anyway i have to work 4-1 today wich sux i dont know if im gonna see jess cuz are hours suck this weekend but we both have monday off so hopefully ill be abel to see her for more than a coupel of hours anyway im fed up with my shitty burger job my dad says they need a projectionist to work saterday nights at the theader witch i wanna do since its more pay and better atmosphear so like on friday night i should go so my dad can show me the ropes
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| i speak from the heart, my words reviel me, thats why i have nothing to say to you |
[30 Jun 2003|02:41am] |
i cant sleep but theres no surprise there i have to leave the house at like 6 anyway thats only a few houres away anyway then its off to six flags that should be real fun but i still have time to kill i think ill watch a movie but i cant decide on what my top choices are Dracula the dark prince, The Thing, Day of The Dead or the lone gunman shows maybe ill throw them all out the window and wich ever one dosent break ill watch.anyway
i had purchased Resedent Evil dead aim on friday night and then i beat it sunday morning so i guees ill take this time to review it for anyone that cares
RE dead aim it the 6th installment of the PS series this paticular game is the 2nd to have a first person shooter perspective i had hoped that it whouldent be anything like its pretisseser Survivor which in my opinion put a black eye in the RE name that chould never heal but the boys at Capcom did not diapiont us this time although the game is rather short and the lack of puzal solving dissopionted even me the game is still action packed with lots of fighting and great wepons and they did not skimp on the graphics and although the story line provides no info on the S.T.A.R.S team or anything from previous games the plot whould probly be better appreciated by the true Resedent Evil vererans hears how it rates to other RE titals
Code Veronica X
grapics=9
gameplay=8
monsters=9
dificulty=high
overall=9
Dead Aim
graphics=9
gameplay=61/2
monsters=7
dificultly=low
overall=6
Survivour
grapics=41/2
gameplay=3
monsters=2
dificulty=almost imposible since you cant save your game
overall=1
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| the metal gear conspiracy |
[29 Jun 2003|02:11am] |
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my car is fucked up again its doing the same shit as befor only now it shakes more now i need to check if the new wires are bad which they probly are just cuz i dont save my fucking receits or it chould have something to do with my back preasure being fucked up anyway im kinda glad i had to work 9 hours today cuz i dont want to be near my mom shes wicked pissed at Nate cuz last night he came home realy shit-faced and made a mess of the house and now my mom is insain(more than usuall) so i was glad to be away from that i think she might have calmed down by now but i think i should still stay out of her way any way i should sleep now
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| even death pale to compare |
[28 Jun 2003|12:36am] |
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my band is dead no one wants to go on any more im not mad about it i just feal lost its like im not myself anymore i still have the dream though and i cant give up i really wanna be a bassist theres something about listinging to music as i create it with my own hands the sounds and rythems are like emotions transended into a laugauge even i can understand nothing compares to it but i guees not being in a band right now whould leave me time for other things like wroking on the movie with paul and spending time with jess but music is my life and wether im failed or famous ill always wanna do this ill always wanna create music
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